QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

Museum Sunday
Beauty & Art

Museum Sunday

We went to a museum today because the weather looked determined to remain grey and I wanted to spend the afternoon somewhere interesting without having to fight the wind. I...

New Books
Traditions & Culture

New Books

I went out this morning intending to buy one book and came home with three. I would like to explain that this was not a failure of discipline but a...

The Pub After Dinner
Personal Diary

The Pub After Dinner

We decided to go out after dinner because it was Friday and neither of us felt like spending the whole evening at home. I had been at my desk most...

Watching People from the Windows
Questions & Musings

Watching People from the Windows

I spent ten minutes this morning watching a man attempt to park his bicycle in a space that was clearly too small. I wasn’t deliberately spying. I was drinking coffee...

The House in the Centre
Home & Daily Life

The House in the Centre

I came home this evening carrying a bag of groceries, my handbag, a folded umbrella and a packet of something I had bought because the packaging looked interesting. By the...

The Good Sides of Winter
Personal Diary

The Good Sides of Winter

I woke up late with the curtains still drawn and the vague feeling that somebody had replaced my legs with furniture during the night. Yuri was already awake, although he...

Hardcore Saturday
Music & Sound

Hardcore Saturday

Saturday has technically become Sunday while I have been sitting here, but I am keeping the title because the night began on Saturday and I refuse to let a clock...

Vrijdag
Personal Diary

Vrijdag

I knew it was Friday before I even opened my eyes this morning because Yuri’s alarm went off and I didn’t immediately resent it. That is how the end of...

Very Dutch Mornings
Home & Daily Life

Very Dutch Mornings

This morning I was halfway down the stairs when I realised I had forgotten my gloves. I went back up, found them on the table, came down again and then...

The Music That Remains
Music & Sound

The Music That Remains

I found out about David Bowie this morning while I was getting ready for work, and for a moment I simply stood in the kitchen looking at my phone. It...

Starman
Music & Sound

Starman

I came back to the laptop after dinner because I had one song stuck in my head and wanted to hear it properly before going to bed. It was “Starman.”...

The Cold That Makes Everything Sharper
Beauty & Art

The Cold That Makes Everything Sharper

The cold caught me the moment I opened the front door this morning. Not the damp sort that creeps through your clothes while you are pretending the weather is acceptable,...