Physics
Thursday. Physics was beautiful today. That’s the only word I want. There is this point where separate facts stop being separate and suddenly you can see the structure connecting them....
Laws & Universe
ECLIXAR
digital diary
Journal.
fragments of quiet intelligence
There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.
Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...
Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not
been writtenFrom the archive.
Beauty & Art
Black Is Practical Again
Monday. Cooler weather. I can wear black without regretting every decision by noon. Autumn has uses. Remember me, Eclipse.
Memory & Time
September
Saturday. School functioning. Marks good. Sleep questionable. Music loud. Site enormous. Hikari observant. Erick opinionated. Edo still in Lecco. Alexielle still fixing things. Tea still at five. Four biscuits still...
School & Learning
Revolutionary Discovery
Tuesday. Apparently if I finish homework before going online, I can use the Internet afterwards without feeling guilty. I expect international recognition for this discovery. Remember me, Eclipse.
Affinity & Heart
Saturday Geometry
Saturday. Somebody from school appeared while I was out with Hikari and Erick and the social geometry of the entire afternoon changed for about ten minutes. Nobody said anything unusual....
Music & Sound
ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO HEAR THIS
Wednesday. Edo has discovered another thing I `”ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO HEAR.”` At this rate I will need several additional lifetimes. Remember me, Eclipse.
Spirituality & Faith
Sunday Homework
Mass. Lunch. Tea. Four biscuits. Homework. Summer has officially ended. Remember me, Eclipse.
School & Learning
Mathematics
Thursday. Mathematics still behaves like mathematics. Thank God. Remember me, Eclipse.
School & Learning
Back
Monday. First day back. Everybody looking at everybody else while pretending not to. Who changed their hair, who came back tanned, who suddenly dresses differently, who spent summer with whom....
Affinity & Heart
Last Saturday
Saturday. Hikari, Erick, arcade, walking, eating, avoiding the word school. We managed nineteen minutes. Remember me, Eclipse.
School & Learning
Pens
Wednesday. Hikari says I own enough pens. I don’t understand why she chooses to be wrong about such easily verifiable things. Remember me, Eclipse.
School & Learning
New Notebooks Are a Lie
Sunday. Bought school things. New notebooks create the temporary illusion that this year every subject will remain perfectly organised and my handwriting will always be neat. We all know how...
Why?
Because every thought leaves a trace. If something moved you, disturbed you, softened you, or made you think, leave it here, quietly.