QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

Merry Christmas
Traditions & Culture

Merry Christmas

food, family, wrapping paper, too many messages and one very happy blonde # Merry Christmas. I am tired, full, surrounded by things that need putting away and very happy. There....

Christmas Eve
Traditions & Culture

Christmas Eve

first christmas eve with a key to somewhere that belongs to us both # Christmas Eve. The day has been a sequence of family, food, phone calls, bags, wrapping paper,...

Last-Minute Gifts
Traditions & Culture

Last-Minute Gifts

every year I swear I will finish early, every year december 23 laughs directly in my face # Last minute gifts. Of course. I had lists. I had plans. I...

From Tomorrow the Light Comes Back
Laws & Universe

From Tomorrow the Light Comes Back

minute by minute is still a direction # From tomorrow the light comes back. Not dramatically. Nobody wakes to summer. The days simply begin their slow turn. I like processes...

The Longest Night
Journey & Time

The Longest Night

longest does not mean worst, which is useful information after this year # The longest night. We stayed home. Tree lights on, lamps low, something warm to drink, music. I...

Milan in White
History & Places

Milan in White

same streets, temporary new skin # Milan in white. I walked more than necessary today because the city looked altered enough to deserve it. Snow makes familiar geometry visible differently....

Snow
Journey & Time

Snow

snow makes adults look out of windows like children and then complain about transport five minutes later # Snow. Actual snow. I looked out and immediately became delighted, then remembered...

Copenhagen / End
Power & Society

Copenhagen / End

conferences end more neatly on calendars than the problems they were called to discuss # Copenhagen / end, at least according to the scheduled conference dates. The political process is...

Forgetful Memories
Memory & Time

Forgetful Memories

memory keeps the colour of a dress and deletes an entire conversation, excellent filing system # Forgetful memories. I was looking through photographs again and discovered I can remember absurdly...

The Planet We’re Discussing Saving
Power & Society

The Planet We’re Discussing Saving

large global questions look very strange beside a small household electricity bill # Copenhagen continues and I keep reading pieces of it between ordinary life. Negotiations, targets, finance, arguments about...

The Dishwasher and True Love
Affinity & Heart

The Dishwasher and True Love

forget poetry, load the dishwasher correctly and I may marry you # The dishwasher and true love. We finally have it functioning properly and I would like to apologize to...

Dinner for Four
Affinity & Heart

Dinner for Four

four plates, too much food, one argument about music and a very good sunday # Dinner for four tonight with Erick and Mark. Proper dinner, not drinks and random food....