Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

Journey & Time

I’m Going Back to Japan

apparently a sentence can be only five words long and still require an entire day to understand # «I’m going back to Japan.» I have been hearing it all day....

Memory & Time

Strange Nights Inside the Past

sometimes an old song changes the room before you have time to defend yourself # Tonight felt like accidentally walking into an older version of my own life. It began...

Beauty & Art

The Little Spring Dress

spring can remain meteorologically uncertain, the dress has already made its decision # I bought the dress. Obviously. The little spring one Hikari said was «very me», which turned out...

Body & Energy

Plans for Tranquillity

april plan: fewer mysteries, more sleep, absolutely no evidence supporting either goal # My plan for April is tranquillity. This is already funny. I would like sleep, decent weather, work...

Questions & Musings

Something Doesn’t Add Up

the clocks changed last night and apparently took one hour of my patience with them # Something doesn’t add up, although I cannot tell whether the missing piece is external...

Networks & Codes

Hikari Offline

apparently one grey msn icon can become psychologically louder than an entire nightclub # Hikari is offline. This should not be noteworthy. Human beings are offline constantly. We eat, sleep,...

Spirituality & Faith

Positive Karma

i don’t know whether the universe keeps accounts, but people certainly do # Somebody told me today I had earned positive karma by doing a favour. I said if karma...

Beauty & Art

Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea

sometimes animation understands water better than actual cameras do # Ponyo. I have been looking at images and reading about Miyazaki’s film and now I want to see it properly...

Body & Energy

The Sweetness of Doing Nothing

doing nothing becomes luxurious the second you have enough things you should be doing # I did almost nothing after work and it was excellent. No photographic project. No site...

Affinity & Heart

Yuri Claims I Think Too Much

apparently having seventeen interpretations available at all times is not universally considered a gift # Yuri claims I think too much. This accusation is not new, but today he presented...

Laws & Universe

Spring According to Astronomy

meteorology may disagree, my wardrobe definitely disagrees, but the orbit has filed its paperwork # Astronomical spring. Milan responded with weather that feels unconvinced. I am unconvinced too, but I...