QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

some conversations should self destruct
Networks & Codes

some conversations should self destruct

This conversation will self destruct in five seconds. Unfortunately MSN has no such feature. # Some conversations should self destruct. Not because they’re scandalous. Because they’re STUPID and nobody should...

november irritates me
Body & Energy

november irritates me

November hasn’t technically done anything wrong, which somehow makes it more irritating. # November irritates me. I don’t hate it. Hate would require personality. November is just there, greyly existing...

saturday night blogging
Questions & Musings

saturday night blogging

It is Saturday night and I am writing a blog post in full makeup. There is probably a diagnosis. # It’s Saturday night, I am wearing black trousers, a pink...

privacy, that stranger
Networks & Codes

privacy, that stranger

Privacy is apparently that thing everybody wants while simultaneously publishing quizzes about themselves. # I’ve been thinking about privacy all day because yesterday’s Beacon thing has infected my brain, and...

beacon. what a reassuring name.
Networks & Codes

beacon. what a reassuring name.

Beacon. A friendly little light guiding advertisers safely toward your social life. Adorable. # Beacon. What a reassuring name. It sounds like something that helps ships avoid rocks. A lighthouse....

monday apocalypse
Body & Energy

monday apocalypse

If civilisation ends on a Monday I am simply going back to bed. # MONDAY APOCALYPSE. Alarm didn’t go off properly, or I turned it off without remembering, which is...

november is grey by contract
Questions & Musings

november is grey by contract

November has apparently signed a legal agreement requiring every surface in Milano to be the colour of wet pavement. # November is grey by contract. There is no other explanation....

ghosts
Memory & Time

ghosts

Not all ghosts are dead people. Some are usernames you haven’t seen online in three years. # Ghosts. Appropriate title two days after Halloween, except I don’t mean white sheets...

happy halloween, freaks
Traditions & Culture

happy halloween, freaks

Happy Halloween to everybody wearing fake blood, too much eyeliner or their normal Wednesday face. # HAPPY HALLOWEEN, FREAKS. XD I know Halloween here still has that slightly imported feeling...

friday night disaster
Questions & Musings

friday night disaster

Nothing actually happened, which somehow required four hours, two taxis, one broken heel and everybody becoming temporarily stupid. # Friday night disaster. Not real disaster. Nobody is dead, injured, arrested...

blanket sundays
Body & Energy

blanket sundays

Blanket, tea, computer, Yuri, absolutely no shoes. This is civilisation. # BLANKET SUNDAY. I have discovered the only acceptable response to October temperatures and it is refusing to leave soft...

somebody give me summer back
Body & Energy

somebody give me summer back

I asked for autumn. I would now like to review the return policy. # SOMEBODY GIVE ME SUMMER BACK. I know. I KNOW. Two weeks ago I was celebrating jackets...