QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

autumn wishlist
Beauty & Art

autumn wishlist

A wishlist is not shopping. It is financially responsible dreaming with bullet points. # I made an autumn wishlist, which is dangerous because writing things down gives them the appearance...

tea & internet
Networks & Codes

tea & internet

Tea at five, four biscuits, seventeen tabs and absolutely no useful activity completed. Sunday success. # Today has consisted almost entirely of tea & Internet, which sounds pathetic written like...

saturday in autumn mode
Traditions & Culture

saturday in autumn mode

Saturday has put on a jacket and suddenly everything feels more expensive. # Saturday in autumn mode. I love this exact part of the year because getting ready becomes interesting...

friday i’m in love
Affinity & Heart

friday i’m in love

Friday, clean hair, black dress, good perfume, Yuri downstairs in forty minutes. There are worse problems. # FRIDAY I’M IN LOVE. Yes, I know, obvious title, leave me alone. XD...

october rain
Questions & Musings

october rain

October has been here for four days and has already discovered rain. Groundbreaking seasonal development. # OCTOBER RAIN. Not romantic rain either. Not the nice rain you watch from the...

september out
Memory & Time

september out

September entered pretending to be January and leaves with new boots, political arguments, rain and approximately nine thousand open browser tabs. # SEPTEMBER OUT. And yes, it really did feel...

preventive nostalgia
Questions & Musings

preventive nostalgia

Missing something before it has even finished should probably be classified as a minor neurological defect. # I caught myself doing preventive nostalgia today and immediately became annoyed with myself...

monday.exe
Body & Energy

monday.exe

monday.exe encountered a fatal error while attempting to locate motivation. # `monday.exe` should be removed from the operating system. I don’t care that this would damage the structure of the...

officially autumn
Journey & Time

officially autumn

Officially autumn. Somebody inform my wardrobe that the constitutional process is complete. # AUTUMN. Officially. There, everybody can relax now. Summer has signed the documents, handed over the keys and...

sentimental equinoxes
Questions & Musings

sentimental equinoxes

Apparently a season changes and everybody immediately starts having feelings about knitwear. # People become strangely emotional about seasons and I say this as somebody who assigned an entire personality...

msn says no
Networks & Codes

msn says no

MSN has decided I am not allowed to communicate tonight. Perhaps it knows something I don’t. # MSN SAYS NO. Sign in. Error. Try again. Error. Check connection. Connection works....

sunday, rain, playlist
Music & Sound

sunday, rain, playlist

Rain against the window, tea in my hand, Winamp making decisions I apparently cannot make myself. # Rain. Sunday. Perfect excuse to do absolutely nothing and call it atmosphere. I...