yes we made peace
tuesday was optimistic. it took nearly two weeks. # Fine. Peace with Edo. He admitted `”Alice has been here longer than you”` was an idiotic thing to say during an...
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ECLIXAR
digital diary
Journal.
fragments of quiet intelligence
There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.
Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...
Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not
been writtenFrom the archive.
Music & Sound
better things
I refuse to waste saturday night being angry at a msn window. # I was still irritated before going out and then decided absolutely not. Edo can sit in Lecco...
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I am going to kill Edo
he earned another post. congratulations to the idiot. # I haven’t written about him since June because I said I wouldn’t unless he pissed me off. HELLO OCTOBER. He is...
Music & Sound
house in black
apparently my october uniform is black clothing and sweet perfume. revolutionary. # Black dress, black coat, black heels, silver earrings, Angel. I looked like approximately half of Milano except blonder....
Beauty & Art
salary gone
I briefly had money and then hikari became involved. # I don’t want to discuss the amount. New coat. New bag. Perfume. Tights. Two tops. One completely unnecessary but beautiful...
Music & Sound
autumn night
coat weather changes the beginning and end of a night but never the middle. # Coat tonight. Properly. Summer is finished. I wore Angel because the second I put a...
Questions & Musings
the woman who knows everything
every workplace has one person who arrives carrying news nobody requested. # One of my regulars knows everything happening in the neighbourhood. Everything. Shops closing, couples separating, somebody’s son changing...
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the best house night this year
there are nights you know are memories before they’re finished. # Tonight. Tonight. I don’t even know how to write it without making it sound bigger than it was, but...
Beauty & Art
september shopping
the temperature dropped four degrees so obviously I required an entirely new identity. # Shopping with Hikari and I am ready for autumn despite autumn not actually being ready for...
Music & Sound
no house tonight
sometimes the doll still wants hardcore. # Hardcore tonight. The Stunned Guys, Promo, Neophyte in my head all week and finally a night hard enough to satisfy whatever part of...
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saturday with Yuri
five years is approaching and somehow we still flirt. good. # Yuri was impossible tonight. The good kind. We met after I got ready and he kept looking at me...
Questions & Musings
things customers say in august
apparently holidays produce their own category of nonsense. # A woman came back from two weeks at the sea extremely tanned and booked a lamp because she was worried about...
Why?
Because every thought leaves a trace. If something moved you, disturbed you, softened you, or made you think, leave it here, quietly.