QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

saturday night and no thoughts please
Music & Sound

saturday night and no thoughts please

I spent all day listening to customers so tonight nobody gets a sentence from me. # Worked all day. One woman told me about her divorce for twenty five minutes....

perfume logic
Beauty & Art

perfume logic

I don’t need another perfume. this sentence has never prevented anything. # Bought another perfume. There is no defence. I smelled it after work, walked around, smelled my wrist again,...

beautiful beautiful house
Music & Sound

beautiful beautiful house

there are nights where the music makes everybody prettier. # Magazzini tonight and I don’t know if it was the lighting, the music or simply my mood but everybody looked...

the thing about being someone’s regular girl
Affinity & Heart

the thing about being someone’s regular girl

after four years romance sometimes looks suspiciously like knowing where his keys are. # Yuri came over after I finished work and couldn’t find his keys. I asked whether he’d...

harder tonight
Music & Sound

harder tonight

sometimes house is not enough and that’s okay too. # Hardcore. Finally. I have been so house lately that Edo actually accused me of becoming soft, which is an excellent...

spring means everybody panics
Body & Energy

spring means everybody panics

apparently the first warm day is enough to remind milano that legs exist. # Work has exploded again. One slightly warm afternoon and suddenly everybody remembered summer is coming. People...

house, again, obviously
Music & Sound

house, again, obviously

if this is becoming repetitive I genuinely don’t care because it feels different from inside. # Tocqueville tonight, drinks before, house, house, house. I wore the cream top Hikari said...

I hate people today
Questions & Musings

I hate people today

customer service should occasionally permit screaming into a cupboard. # Today everybody annoyed me. Everybody. The first client arrived late and then behaved as though we had caused the delay....

Erick + Mark, four
Affinity & Heart

Erick + Mark, four

yes, still together. yes, four years. yes, I know exactly what you’re going to ask. # Four years Erick + Mark. Still together. I am writing this very clearly because...

I think I’m becoming boring and I don’t care
Questions & Musings

I think I’m becoming boring and I don’t care

work, dinner, house, boyfriend, repeat, and somehow I’m happy. # Sometimes I look at my weeks from outside and think they should feel repetitive. Work downstairs. Customers. Upstairs. Tea if...

shopping therapy is unfortunately real
Beauty & Art

shopping therapy is unfortunately real

hikari said don’t buy it, which I naturally interpreted as a challenge. # Shopping with Hikari again and I was supposed to buy tights. Tights. One item. Small. Responsible. I...

the house night
Music & Sound

the house night

this is the kind of night I want to remember properly. # Tonight was HOUSE. Not house while waiting for techno, not house in the first room while deciding where...