QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

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Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

last november saturday
Music & Sound

last november saturday

november deserves to end louder than it began. # Hardcore. Cold outside. Very much not cold inside. December tomorrow. Remember me, Eclipse.

two years?
Affinity & Heart

two years?

time is rude when it suddenly presents receipts. # Next Friday is December 5. Two years with Yuri. Two. That doesn’t sound possible because parts of our relationship still feel...

bambolina, unfortunately
Music & Sound

bambolina, unfortunately

sweet nickname. extremely unsweet volume. # Yuri said it in front of Erick again. Erick did the voice. I threatened him. Then we all went out. Tradition. Remember me, Eclipse.

four windows blinking
Networks & Codes

four windows blinking

msn has turned conversation into air traffic control. # Four conversations at once tonight. Three girls from blogs and Edo. One girl was upset about her boyfriend. One was showing...

franchino
Music & Sound

franchino

the voice comes in and the room becomes the room again. # Franchino tonight. I have written enough about why. If you know, you know. If you don’t, this blog...

office invasion no. 47
Power & Society

office invasion no. 47

nothing humbles a friday-night outfit like having to politely greet your mother’s colleagues first. # They were here again. Mom’s colleagues have now seen enough versions of me leaving the...

and now hardcore
Music & Sound

and now hardcore

for anybody confused by yesterday: exhibit b. # Hardcore tonight. See? Nobody exploded. Remember me, Eclipse.

in defence of pop music, again
Music & Sound

in defence of pop music, again

pretending not to like a good song has never made anybody more intelligent. # Somebody made The Face tonight when I said I like Britney. Again. `”But you listen to...

no recovery apparently
Music & Sound

no recovery apparently

my feet requested a meeting. request denied. # Out again. I will regret this tomorrow. Tomorrow’s problem. Remember me, Eclipse.

halloween doll
Traditions & Culture

halloween doll

one night a year everybody else finally admits dressing up is fun. # Halloween. I did something vaguely doll-like because Yuri called me Bambolina while I was deciding what to...

one more hour
Music & Sound

one more hour

the clocks give an hour back tonight. I accept their apology for march. # Out late. Extra hour. Finally a government policy designed for me. Remember me, Eclipse.

valerio again, briefly
Networks & Codes

valerio again, briefly

sometimes the healthiest ending to drama is an ordinary conversation. # Valerio messaged tonight. We talked normally. Good. I don’t want him reduced to `”the guy whose girlfriend copied my...

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