QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

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Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

layout 02 // baby blue
Beauty & Art

layout 02 // baby blue

if january was blue at night, february is blue with the curtains open. # Changed everything. Again. Baby blue, white, silver, smaller text in the sidebar, little stars I made...

january, done
Memory & Time

january, done

one month gone and I have already changed my MSN name, my hair routine and my opinion about at least twelve records. # January ends on a Friday, which is...

bambolina is spreading
Affinity & Heart

bambolina is spreading

a private nickname lasts approximately five minutes once your friends hear it. # This is Yuri’s fault. Completely. Bambolina has escaped containment. Erick says it now when he wants to...

harder, please
Music & Sound

harder, please

sometimes I want a clever set. sometimes I want the speakers to hit first and explain themselves later. # Hardcore tonight and I needed it. I have been listening to...

genova saturday
Journey & Time

genova saturday

milano is where my week happens. genova is where part of me keeps waiting. # Genova today. Dad met me and almost immediately there was focaccia involved, because apparently I...

the blue top argument
Music & Sound

the blue top argument

men who say two blue tops are identical should not be allowed near wardrobes unsupervised. # Friday again. School was actually good today. Physics especially. I came home in a...

ricky le roy + franchino
Music & Sound

ricky le roy + franchino

there are nights where the room seems to know something five seconds before you do. # Matrix tonight. Ricky Le Roy, Franchino. This is what I meant yesterday about a...

friday routine
Music & Sound

friday routine

at five: tea. at midnight: bass. there are worse systems. # I think Friday has developed an actual procedure. School. Home. Throw bag somewhere Mom will later tell me not...

they said maturità before ten
School & Learning

they said maturità before ten

first day back and apparently nobody is interested in easing us gently into our own destruction. # School again. I knew somebody would say maturità before ten and I was...

one of those stupid tests
Questions & Musings

one of those stupid tests

apparently reading my weblog isn’t enough and now you need to know what is inside my bag. # Stolen from somebody else’s blog. She stole it from another one. Nobody...

saturday is worse
Music & Sound

saturday is worse

the funny thing about saying “never again” at four in the morning is that saturday arrives very quickly. # Went out again. Obviously. This afternoon I told Mom I was...

first friday
Music & Sound

first friday

if I spend an hour getting ready and five hours destroying the result, technically that is balance. # First Friday of the year and I was absolutely not staying home....