QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

Closing
Music & Sound

Closing

Monday. Matrix closing night with Ricky Le Roy, Franchino, Zicky and Kighine. Monday is a completely unreasonable night for this, which presumably is part of the attraction. School tomorrow exists....

Genova Instead
Journey & Time

Genova Instead

Saturday. Genova. Tia and I spent the afternoon out and somehow ended up talking about friendship itself, which is usually a sign you’re getting older or becoming unbearable. She asked...

Mother’s Day
Affinity & Heart

Mother’s Day

Sunday. Mom claimed Mother’s Day is commercial nonsense and then looked genuinely pleased with what I gave her. Human beings should stop pretending wanting to be remembered is a moral...

TEN
School & Learning

TEN

Wednesday. Physics: 10. I worked for it. I am proud of it. There. Personal growth. Remember me, Eclipse.

Research
Music & Sound

Research

Saturday. Ricky Le Roy, Livio Traxx, Zicky. Yuri caught me watching the booth again. `”Are you reviewing this?”` `”Possibly.”` `”For whom?”` Apparently several million strangers. Good point. Remember me, Eclipse.

La Grande Sfida
Music & Sound

La Grande Sfida

Tuesday. Matrix tonight for La Grande Sfida: Mario Più, Joy Kitikonti, Zicky and a room full of people apparently treating the night like competitive sport. I love how seriously everyone...

Thursday Off
History & Places

Thursday Off

Thursday. Liberation Day. No school. Slept late, went out with Yuri, came home for tea at five and four biscuits, then spent an hour changing the site and another hour...

Matrix Again
Music & Sound

Matrix Again

Saturday. Ricky Le Roy and Franchino again and I am not bored, which is the point. A good night isn’t a checklist of new names. Sometimes you want people whose...

Saturday in Black
Beauty & Art

Saturday in Black

Saturday. Erick says all my party clothes are black and therefore interchangeable. This is why men should not be entrusted with civilisation. Different fabric. Different cut. Different neckline. Different trousers....

Genova on No Sleep
Journey & Time

Genova on No Sleep

Sunday. Took the train to Genova this morning after sleeping so little that I briefly considered my ticket an advanced reading exercise. Dad met me, looked at my face and...

Ricky Le Roy + Franchino
Music & Sound

Ricky Le Roy + Franchino

Saturday. Matrix. Ricky Le Roy and Franchino. There was a stretch tonight where I completely lost track of how long we’d been there. That is probably the highest compliment I...

I Am Listening Differently
Music & Sound

I Am Listening Differently

Wednesday. I used to judge dance music primarily by what it did when it arrived. Now I’m interested in what happens before it arrives. Ricky Le Roy, Mario Più, Franchino,...