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Saturday. Almost. That is all you’re getting. Remember me, Eclipse.
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ECLIXAR
digital diary
Journal.
fragments of quiet intelligence
There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.
Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...
Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not
been writtenFrom the archive.
Questions & Musings
The Problem With Liking Somebody
Wednesday. The annoying thing about liking somebody is that you become interested in information that would be completely irrelevant if supplied by anybody else. What time they got home. What...
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Genova / Dad Notices Everything
Saturday. Genova. Dad asked who Yuri is. I had not mentioned Yuri. Apparently I smiled at my phone. I would like a lawyer. Remember me, Eclipse.
Networks & Codes
Phone Bill Future
Wednesday. Between the Internet and Yuri I suspect telecommunications companies are personally invested in my social life. Remember me, Eclipse.
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Hikari Is Unbearable
Saturday. Yuri came out with us. Hikari said nothing. This was significantly worse than if she’d said something. Remember me, Eclipse.
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Apparently We Are Talking Now
Tuesday. Yuri called. Not for anything dramatic. We talked for almost an hour anyway. At one point there was a silence and normally telephone silence makes me immediately start searching...
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He Was There Again
Saturday. No comment. Remember me, Eclipse.
Memory & Time
October
Wednesday. I am not writing Yuri in the monthly summary. Remember me, Eclipse.
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This Is Apparently Material
Saturday. Yuri was there tonight. I knew he might be there. This apparently means, according to Hikari, that I spent too long choosing a top. This is slander. I always...
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Yuri
Wednesday. There is a boy called Yuri. That is the complete update. Hikari, stop smiling. Remember me, Eclipse.
Journey & Time
Genova Instead of Saturday Night
Saturday. Everybody went out in Milano. I came to Genova. I thought I’d regret it around eleven. I didn’t. Dad and I had dinner, walked, came home and watched something...
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Hikari Is Smirking
Wednesday. Hikari has begun smirking about somebody. I am not giving her material. This post does not count as material. Remember me, Eclipse.
Why?
Because every thought leaves a trace. If something moved you, disturbed you, softened you, or made you think, leave it here, quietly.