QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

Messenger Is Dangerous in Summer
Networks & Codes

Messenger Is Dangerous in Summer

Tuesday technically. Edo: `”sleep”` Me: `”you sleep”` Edo: `”i am”` Me: `”you are literally typing”` No civilisation has improved after 1 a.m. Remember me, Eclipse.

Party Clothes Are Engineering
Beauty & Art

Party Clothes Are Engineering

Saturday. The objective is apparently to wear enough clothing to leave the house without causing maternal concern while also wearing little enough not to die inside a packed room in...

Five O’Clock Without Homework
Body & Energy

Five O’Clock Without Homework

Monday. Tea. Four biscuits. No homework afterwards. I had forgotten how luxurious ordinary time becomes when school stops owning the evening. Remember me, Eclipse.

OUT
School & Learning

OUT

Saturday. Finished. No school Monday. No school Tuesday. No school Wednesday. I could continue. Remember me, Eclipse.

Final Tests Are Cruel
School & Learning

Final Tests Are Cruel

Wednesday. Everybody has already mentally entered summer and teachers are still producing tests. Hostile behaviour. Remember me, Eclipse.

Saturday / Republic / Bass
Traditions & Culture

Saturday / Republic / Bass

Saturday. Holiday, summer weather, music tonight. Italy became a republic and I spent part of the anniversary deciding between two black tops that look completely different despite Erick’s incorrect position...

Nearly Summer
Memory & Time

Nearly Summer

Thursday. School is almost over. Everyone can smell it. Remember me, Eclipse.

Saturday Logistics
Music & Sound

Saturday Logistics

Saturday. Getting five people to the same party at approximately the same time should qualify as an advanced mathematics examination. Remember me, Eclipse.

10
School & Learning

10

Wednesday. Ten. Hikari covered the paper before I could search for an imaginary flaw. I may have to end this friendship. Remember me, Eclipse.

Genova Instead
Journey & Time

Genova Instead

Saturday. No party this weekend. Genova. Dad, sea, focaccia, walking, sleeping at a reasonable hour. I needed this more than I expected. I love noise. I also love hearing water...

Flyers on My Wall
Beauty & Art

Flyers on My Wall

Tuesday. Put the FilaForum flyer on the wall. Mom looked at it, looked at the other flyers and asked whether the room is eventually going to become entirely paper. There...

After
Body & Energy

After

Saturday. I have knees. They are angry. Remember me, Eclipse.