QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

Utøya
History & Places

Utøya

There are moments when writing more would only make the writer more visible than the people who suffered. # Utøya. The news has become worse. There was a shooting at...

Hardcore by the Sea, Considerably Less Poetic
Music & Sound

Hardcore by the Sea, Considerably Less Poetic

The moon had its evening. Tonight the kick drum gets one. # Hardcore by the sea is considerably less poetic and much more useful for keeping me awake. Headphones, because...

The Moon
Laws & Universe

The Moon

The moon over the sea makes everybody temporarily poetic, including people who should know better. # Moon over the water tonight and yes, fine, it was beautiful. Irritatingly beautiful. The...

Country by the Sea
Music & Sound

Country by the Sea

Apparently Nashville and Liguria have reached a private agreement inside my headphones. # Country by the sea. Alison Krauss earlier, Willie Nelson later, a little Shania because I felt like...

Doing Absolutely Nothing
Body & Energy

Doing Absolutely Nothing

I have finally achieved today’s goal, which was not to have one. # Nothing. I did nothing. Not literally, because bodies insist on eating and showering and moving between locations,...

Afternoons on the Beach
Body & Energy

Afternoons on the Beach

My current professional responsibilities include turning over occasionally and remembering water. # Beach afternoon. I read a little, slept a little, watched people without meaning to, listened to fragments of...

Focaccia
Traditions & Culture

Focaccia

I have strong opinions about focaccia and none of them are negotiable. # Focaccia before lunch, which is not a problem because focaccia exists outside ordinary meal law. Dad would...

Blue Water
Beauty & Art

Blue Water

There are colours cameras record correctly and still fail to explain. # Blue water today. I photographed it, looked at the photograph, then looked back at the actual sea and...

Mornings on the Balcony
Body & Energy

Mornings on the Balcony

Coffee, sea air, bare feet and absolutely no reason to improve anything. # Morning on the balcony. Hair still stupid from sleep, sunglasses doing most of the aesthetic work, coffee,...

Twenty-Seven
Affinity & Heart

Twenty-Seven

I am twenty-seven, slightly sunburned, very loved and refusing to behave solemnly about any of it. # Birthday properly celebrated. Food, sea, messages, family, Yuri, too much sweetness, exactly the...

Sea
Body & Energy

Sea

Salt water fixes nothing and somehow I always feel repaired. # Sea all day. I am tired in the best physical way, the kind where the body has done enough...

American Saturday Night
Music & Sound

American Saturday Night

Wrong country, wrong day of the week, correct song title. # Country by the Ligurian sea again. Brad Paisley tonight, because apparently my brain enjoys geographic confusion. There is something...