Dark Matter
most of the universe apparently refuses to introduce itself properly # Dark matter is exactly the sort of thing that ruins an evening productively. You read one paragraph, then another,...
There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.
Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...
most of the universe apparently refuses to introduce itself properly # Dark matter is exactly the sort of thing that ruins an evening productively. You read one paragraph, then another,...
nashville in the speakers, yesterday’s glasses in the sink, no contradiction detected # Country music and dirty dishes. I came home tired, put Dolly on, saw the kitchen and immediately...
eight years later, apparently romance includes remembering to buy washing-up liquid # Valentine without drama. Thank God. I have nothing against Valentine’s Day. I also have nothing against Tuesday. The...
chocolate containing tiny philosophy because apparently eating it without literature would be too simple # Baci Perugina season. Little silver wrappers everywhere and those tiny messages that people either read...
online shopping turns respectable adults into people refreshing a parcel location every forty minutes # Tracking numbers are dangerous. Before tracking, a parcel was either here or not here. Now...
seven years of leaving pieces of myself on servers I do not entirely trust # Seven years of blogging. I had to count twice because seven sounds too large. 2003...
cinema without strangers, shoes, schedules or people opening sweets behind your head # DVD tonight. Sofa, blanket, tea, film paused twice because the phone rang once and I wanted more...
repetition does not improve monday, I tested it three times # Monday, Monday, Monday. I thought repeating it might reveal hidden charm. Nothing. Alarm too early, coffee not strong enough,...
romance is fluorescent lighting and arguing about tomatoes # Yuri, me and a supermarket at nine in the evening. Saturday night. Glamour. We had intended to shop earlier, then one...
there is a particular kind of happiness that begins around five on friday # Friday afternoon has its own chemistry. Nothing has changed physically. The salon is the same salon,...
knowing a city does not prevent you from confidently taking the wrong street # I got lost today in my own city. Not seriously lost. Milan did not swallow me...
the sky above milan contains more than milan is willing to show us # I looked up tonight and saw almost nothing, which made me think about everything that was...
Why?
Because every thought leaves a trace. If something moved you, disturbed you, softened you, or made you think, leave it here, quietly.