september is still summer
I refuse to acknowledge autumn until the sea personally informs me. # Still Loano. Everybody keeps beginning sentences with `”when you go back to Milano”` and I would like them...
There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.
Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...
I refuse to acknowledge autumn until the sea personally informs me. # Still Loano. Everybody keeps beginning sentences with `”when you go back to Milano”` and I would like them...
I changed colour to escape the joke and apparently the joke learned colour theory. # Somebody sent me her page again. Pink. Of course. I laughed this time instead of...
different pieces of my life occasionally sit at the same table and behave normally. # Saw Dad with Yuri around today and I liked how completely uneventful it was. Food,...
food, sea, sun and the national refusal to accomplish anything useful. # I have eaten enough for several people. Beach, lunch, people everywhere, sleep, more food, more people. Last night...
the entire coast appears to have agreed that sleep is cancelled. # Everybody is out. Everybody. You can’t walk anywhere without meeting somebody, hearing music from somewhere, seeing people getting...
august appears to have discovered the ideal scheduling system. # Beach most of the day, home, shower, getting ready slowly because nobody is in a hurry here, dinner, drinks, out....
the real world is blue enough, so the blog gets to remain candy pink. # Candy pink, white and silver for August. Very sweet. Almost offensively sweet. Lion still in...
you can move to the sea but lecco will still send you hardcore. # Edo asked tonight whether I had `”gone house”` because I keep mentioning summer nights and house...
apparently geographical relocation does not cure me of buying bags. disappointing. # I went shopping today because I `”needed sandals.”` I bought sandals. I also bought a top, another little...
summer changes shape when the person you’ve been describing it to finally arrives. # Yuri arrived yesterday and immediately told me I’m blonder. That was his first observation after not...
twenty sounds far too adult for somebody who still steals perfume from her mother. # Twenty. No. I object. Nineteen was a perfectly good age and I see no reason...
different town, same complete inability to go home at a sensible hour. # First proper Saturday in Loano and summer nightlife has a completely different rhythm. Everything starts later because...
Why?
Because every thought leaves a trace. If something moved you, disturbed you, softened you, or made you think, leave it here, quietly.