QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

the shoes were a mistake
Beauty & Art

the shoes were a mistake

I regret nothing except approximately the last three hours of footwear. # Bought shoes this afternoon. Wore shoes tonight. Shoes are beautiful. Shoes are also instruments of medieval punishment. Both...

franchino again
Music & Sound

franchino again

this is probably why I didn’t take the train to genova. sorry dad. # Franchino tonight, Ricky Le Roy, progressive, techno, exactly the kind of night that makes my good...

easter
Spirituality & Faith

easter

church, lunch, family, chocolate and absolutely no need to make any of it ironic. # Easter. Church, family, too much food, phone calls, chocolate and a very quiet afternoon after...

expensive glasses, loud room
Music & Sound

expensive glasses, loud room

the evening began looking elegant and ended looking like everybody else’s saturday. # Dinner with Yuri first, then cocktails somewhere where the glasses were beautiful enough to distract me from...

april, less sugar
Beauty & Art

april, less sugar

still pink, just old enough to know when to remove three glitter gifs. # April is pink, white and black, but much cleaner. I removed half the decorative things from...

edo says I’m still allowed in hardcore
Music & Sound

edo says I’m still allowed in hardcore

my house phase has been reviewed and I have apparently retained citizenship. # Hardcore tonight, which means Edo can relax. I told him before I went out and he sent...

genova won
Journey & Time

genova won

the sea doesn’t care how many saturday plans I turned down to see it. # I actually came to Genova. Everybody may stop accusing me now. Dad picked me up...

erick + mark
Affinity & Heart

erick + mark

two years can be happy and complicated at exactly the same time. # Two years for Erick and Mark today. I’m happy for them. I also know things with Erick’s...

friday has stages
Music & Sound

friday has stages

at eight the earrings matter, at four nobody remembers wearing earrings. # Tonight began with me spending fifteen minutes deciding whether my earrings were too much and ended with me...

pink apparently won
Beauty & Art

pink apparently won

what began as spite has unfortunately become good design. # The March layout is much pinker and the annoying thing is that I genuinely love it. Hot pink details, white...

you have GOT to be kidding me
Networks & Codes

you have GOT to be kidding me

I would like to formally resign from coincidences. # No. Seriously. I made `Bambolina_fashion_kiss`. Guess what appeared? `Bambolina_fashion_smack`. SMACK? What the hell is smack supposed to be? -.- I’m sorry...

bambolina_fashion_kiss
Networks & Codes

bambolina_fashion_kiss

the internet required another ridiculous username and I have answered the call. # I made a new account: Bambolina_fashion_kiss. HAHAHA. I love it. It’s embarrassing in exactly the correct way....