QUERY_INITIATED

Journal.

fragments of quiet intelligence

There is a manner in which certain things ask to be written, not so that they may be found, but because to exist in silence, for too long, eventually becomes insufficient. It is not urgency. It is something closer to a necessity that makes no noise, waiting patiently until it discovers the proper form. This archive was born in such a way.

Not as a diary. Not as a blog. Not as something that is updated merely for the sake of appearing alive. It is a place where certain thoughts come to rest, those which do not dissolve, those which return, those which insist with the silent obstinacy of things that truly belong to you...

Eclixar Journal

Every article is a scene. Every word, a frame of something that would not have remained, had it not

been written

From the archive.

loano
Journey & Time

loano

pink on the screen, blue outside the window, everybody wins. # I’m here. Loano. Finally. Three months. My luggage is embarrassing. I brought enough clothes for several versions of myself,...

last saturday before the sea
Music & Sound

last saturday before the sea

milano gets one final chance to empty my wallet before liguria takes over. # Dinner, drinks, club, techno, Yuri, Hikari, too much money, not enough sleep. Very normal goodbye. I...

almost loano
Journey & Time

almost loano

my body is in milano but mentally I have already packed three bags. # Loano soon. I am already planning clothes, which is absurd because I will inevitably pack far...

mom’s colleagues versus my evening
Traditions & Culture

mom’s colleagues versus my evening

nothing makes an entrance less glamorous than having six adults look up from folders while you cross the living room. # Mom’s colleagues were here when I was leaving tonight....

milano summer nights
Music & Sound

milano summer nights

too hot to stay home, too hot to dance, so naturally we danced. # It was one of those nights where getting ready feels ridiculous because you’re already warm before...

summer is visible now
Beauty & Art

summer is visible now

june looks like strawberry ice and my brain is already in loano. # White, pink, silver, lighter everything. I want Eclixar to look fast and clean this month because summer...

no, house did not make me soft
Music & Sound

no, house did not make me soft

evidence submitted for the defence at approximately 170 bpm. # Hardcore tonight and I wish Edo had been physically present just so I could point at the speakers and tell...

dad instead
Affinity & Heart

dad instead

sometimes the correct saturday night is not a saturday night at all. # Genova. Dad. Dinner. Tia earlier. Sea. No club. No taxi. No shoes trying to murder me. I...

inspiration is not photocopying
Questions & Musings

inspiration is not photocopying

there is a difference between liking somebody’s room and moving into it while they’re at work. # I’ve calmed down about Saturday and I think I can explain why this...

valerio, apparently
Networks & Codes

valerio, apparently

I wasn’t going to write about this because there was never anything to write until today. # I have never written about Valerio because there was never much to write....

shopping with hikari should require supervision
Beauty & Art

shopping with hikari should require supervision

we went out for one thing, which was our first mistake. # Hikari and I went shopping this afternoon because I needed one top. I came home with the top,...

may is shamelessly pink
Beauty & Art

may is shamelessly pink

subtlety has requested annual leave. # Hot pink, black, white. Blonde header. Lion. Bambolina everywhere except the signature because that stays exactly where it is. I think this might be...